I am back! 
and I miss blogging so much! double
I am starting on a new article, and its about my pagudpud 09 experience. I promise it would be out really really soon..
–oh God! I miss blogging a lot.
And Hansel said to Gretel:
Let us drop this bread crumbs
So that together we find our way home
Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.
This year, I lost my way.
And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate.
But losing your reason for the journey is a fate more cruel.
The journey lasted a year.
Sometimes I traveled alone.
Sometimes there were others who took the wheel..
And took my heart.
But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who has arrived.
It wasn’t me at all.
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices.
Find the person you used to be.
Or lose that person completely.
Because sometimes, you have to step outside the person you’ve been.
And remember the person you were meant to be.
The person you wanted to be.
The person you are.
George Bernard Shaw once wrote:
There are two tragedies in life,
One is to lose your heart’s desire.
The other is to gain it.
Clearly, Shaw has his heart broken once or twice.
As far as i’m concerned, Shaw was a punk.
‘Cause you know what? Tragedies happen.
What are you gonna do, give up? Quit?
No.
I realize now that when your heart breaks,
You got to fight like hell to make sure you are alive.
Because you are.
And that pain you feel? That’s life.
The confusion and fear?
That’s to remind you that somewhere out there is something better…
And that something is worth fighting for.
This year, I got everything I wanted and everything I wished for.
But in a way, I lost even more.
Shaw was right.
As we strain to grasp the things we desire,
The things we think will make our lives better – money, popularity, fame
We ignore what truly matters, the simple things
Like friendship, family, love.
The things we probably already had.
Yes, losing your heart’s desire is tragic.
But gaining your heart’s desire?
That’s all you can hope for.
This year, I wished for love.
To immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel.
My wish was granted.
And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy.
Because I wouldn’t give it back for the world.
–This blog post is from reychristopher’s soulcast blog which is not maintained anymore. written december 30, 2008
Blaming it on boredom and ‘petiksm’, I actually took the test and voila…
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
